I find myself thinking of Beelin Sayadaw on nights when the effort to stay disciplined feels solitary, dull, and entirely disconnected from the romanticized versions of spirituality found online. I don’t know why Beelin Sayadaw comes to mind tonight. Maybe because everything feels stripped down. Inspiration and sweetness are absent; https://beelin-sayadaw53122.bloggosite.com/46720026/beelin-sayadaw-reflections-on-discipline-without-the-drama